I sometimes feel fucking angry at life and its ableist, but also contradictory and hypocritical double standards so many people take as 'common sense' without questioning those double standards that only fit neurotypical individuals. However, I continue to carry on like Samus Aran from the Metroid franchise (a Nintendo franchise that's pretty cool) because I'd rather keep going for my loved ones, for my online partner, for my family (even though they are attached deeply to my legal deadname [to supply some context, I am trans and a non-binary person and man], I still love them), and to my loved ones, in-real life friends (I don't have too much, but that is okay with me and I am content with this) and online friends that actually give a shit about my well-being and how I am doing.

There are times that I wish that I merely existed, and there are times that I wish that I never came into existence at all.

Thank you for writing this.

With care,

Raven (They/He/Xe)