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Published in ArtfullyAutistic

·Mar 9

Being Inside your own head: Overthinking about your own flaws actually fucking hurt — Through the Perspective of an Autistic Trans Man’s eyes

TW: brief mention of wanting to die by sleep deprivation, isolation, and caffeine A/N: Yeah, I am back at it again with my own bullshit I need to air out, and with shit I still need to keep confronting because sometimes I cannot trust myself and my emotions with other…

Autism And Gender

6 min read

Being Inside your own head: Overthinking about your own flaws actually fucking hurt — Through the…
Being Inside your own head: Overthinking about your own flaws actually fucking hurt — Through the…
Autism And Gender

6 min read


Published in ArtfullyAutistic

·Feb 25

Flesh Vessel — A memoir about what Dysphoria feels like as an Autistic trans man

TWs: mentions of chest dysphoria, mentions of hair dysphoria, and mentions of self-misgendering, etc. My Flesh Vessel A vessel I have been born into… why must it feel so tiring to even live in it? Why does it feel like some Higher Power fucked up so badly on making my…

Autism And Gender

5 min read

Flesh Vessel — A memoir about what Dysphoria feels like as an Autistic trans man
Flesh Vessel — A memoir about what Dysphoria feels like as an Autistic trans man
Autism And Gender

5 min read


Published in ArtfullyAutistic

·Feb 19

Why unlearning Internalised Bigotries have their challenges

TWs: internalised transmisia, transandromisia, fascism mention, internalised racism towards myself and others, fascism of radfems and TERFs, etc. Hello once again, I’m just writing this because it’s vital for people to know while continuing to fight any internalised bigotry(ies) they have inside their heads. So… Gentlefolks and all who yonder……

Personal Vent

10 min read

Why unlearning Internalised Bigotries have their challenges
Why unlearning Internalised Bigotries have their challenges
Personal Vent

10 min read


Published in ArtfullyAutistic

·Feb 4

Ramblings of a Sleep-Deprived (voluntarily), Caffeinated Gremlin

TWs: mentions of transmisia and internalised transmisia, mentions of transandromisia, gendered phrases, etc… A/N: I decided to write random stuff because I want to be able to exercise some creativity that I have inside my sleep-deprived, caffeinated and dysphoric brain, and to be able to strengthen my writing skills (because…

Personal Vent

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Ramblings of a Sleep-Deprived (voluntarily), Caffeinated Gremlin
Ramblings of a Sleep-Deprived (voluntarily), Caffeinated Gremlin
Personal Vent

8 min read


Published in ArtfullyAutistic

·Jan 19

Having Special Interests/SpIns is essential for Autistic/ND self-preservation

TWs/CWs: Suicide mention, Bullying/Harassment mention, brief Abuse mention, Burnout mention, Ableism mention, etc. (please read with caution and consideration of your mental health) Heyo folks! I’m back again with another great article. I’m sorry that I haven’t been feeling as motivated to write more than I have been doing for…

Autism

14 min read

Having Special Interests/SpIns is essential for Autistic/ND self-preservation
Having Special Interests/SpIns is essential for Autistic/ND self-preservation
Autism

14 min read


Nov 1, 2022

Autism and Dysphoria — From an individual perspective

TWs: periods, dysphoria, and societal transmisia, Rowling mention, police mention, etc. A surface-level look of what dysphoria feels like Sometimes, you don’t know what exactly you’re feeling like you’re trapped inside yourself or why you can’t relate to your assigned sex at birth like many cisgender and neurotypical people do… “Perhaps that may be burnout,” you’d think. …

Autism

11 min read

Autism and Dysphoria — How life is for Autistic Trans folks sometimes
Autism and Dysphoria — How life is for Autistic Trans folks sometimes
Autism

11 min read


Published in ArtfullyAutistic

·Aug 26, 2022

“Feeling like you’re part of a group, but you’re not in reality” — the ND/Autistic experience of loneliness

Trigger/Content Warnings: Ableism, Suicide Mention… Deriving from the Greek word “autos” [self], the namesake for the Autistic neurotype was originally chosen as a reflection of how Autistic folks will find themselves on their own, and it’s no lacking concept of self-ism {supposedly defining how members of Autistic and Neurodivergent communities…

Autism

20 min read

“Feeling like you’re part of a group, but not being socially a part of it”
“Feeling like you’re part of a group, but not being socially a part of it”
Autism

20 min read


Published in ArtfullyAutistic

·Aug 21, 2022

Cancel Culture does the exact opposite of its original intentions and here’s why

Trigger and Content Warnings: Racism, Ableism, Suicide, Eugenics, Doxxing, Bullying, Harassment, Punishment, TERF mention, Paedophilia mention, and more. sighs*… This is a topic I wanted to do for a while because every time I go on the Internet, there is always drama on who is “bad” for liking something that…

Autism

23 min read

Cancel Culture does the exact opposite of its original intentions and here’s why
Cancel Culture does the exact opposite of its original intentions and here’s why
Autism

23 min read


Jul 25, 2022

A ‘sick-and-tired-of-society’s-bullshit’ vent on cisgender-centric language

A/N: Hello everyone! I’m just going to need to do some venting since every time I see conversations around menstrual cycles it’s typically about non-intersex/perisex and cis women, which excludes a lot of trans, non-binary, gender-non-conforming and intersex individuals who also menstruate as well. The conversation around periods and everything…

Personal Vent

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A ‘sick-and-tired-of-society’s-bullshit’ vent on cisgender-centric language
A ‘sick-and-tired-of-society’s-bullshit’ vent on cisgender-centric language
Personal Vent

6 min read


Published in ArtfullyAutistic

·Jul 16, 2022

No, you don’t need to forgive those who’ve hurt you and made you feel like shit

TW/CW: the ableist ‘r’ slur (censored for the well-being and safety of others), mentions of sexual assault, abuse, religion/spirituality mention, trauma, overall forms of hatred (or ‘-misias’), bigotry in general, ableism, words of ‘healthy/unhealthy’, ‘self-love’ mention, etc. Introduction Imagine being told that forgiveness has to mean ‘healing’ from bigotries and from…

Autism

14 min read

No, you don’t have to forgive those who’ve hurt you and made you feel like shit
No, you don’t have to forgive those who’ve hurt you and made you feel like shit
Autism

14 min read

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BloodyWinter01♾✡️🎧🍓

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