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BloodyWinter01♾✡️🎧🍓
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ArtfullyAutistic

·Aug 21

A dysphoric mess — Current Feelings of an Autistic nonbinary trans man

TW & CW: discussion of complex emotions around dysphoria, some self-misgendering, body parts, etc. G-d, I feel so fucking angry and frustrated with my own body, the body that doesn’t feel like my own yet, with the transphobic thoughts and words from others planted so deeply into my mind without…

Actual Self Acceptance

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A dysphoric mess — Current Feelings of an Autistic nonbinary trans man
A dysphoric mess — Current Feelings of an Autistic nonbinary trans man
Actual Self Acceptance

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Aug 20

Hey Mollie!

Hey Mollie! Those tips are really good ones I want to keep in mind as I am on a waitlist for housing (since I'm going to need to know what I should do since I need to know what I am responsible for and what I should pay for besides…

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ArtfullyAutistic

·Apr 27

Autistic/ND Burnout — an essay of introspection and reflection

Introduction If you were to ask me what burnout is… I honestly don’t know how to define it, but I’ll do my best to share a subjective perspective of what it can feel like (feel free to share your experiences with it as well if you feel comfortable). Burnout… A thing…

Autism And Burnout

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Autistic/ND Burnout — an essay of introspection and reflection
Autistic/ND Burnout — an essay of introspection and reflection
Autism And Burnout

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Apr 19

The emptiness inside — A short poem

Why, why, why do I feel so empty? With emotions overwhelming me, emotions I cannot even express to either myself or people outside of myself… Shouldn’t I be already past this? Shouldn’t I just accept my own emptiness and my difficulty with describing my own emotions already as a part…

Autism And Emotions

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The emptiness inside — A short poem
The emptiness inside — A short poem
Autism And Emotions

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ArtfullyAutistic

·Apr 13

‘Girl’ — A poem

TWs: Self-misgendering and periods I am a man who no longer recognised the little girl he used to be in photos of the past. I am a man who sees the dead girl he used to be, the ‘stranger’ his parents used to love, but now merely regard him as…

Autism And Gender

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‘Girl’ — A poem
‘Girl’ — A poem
Autism And Gender

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ArtfullyAutistic

·Apr 13

Personal Letter: I’m not ‘her’ anymore — A man’s reflection of who I am

TWs: discussion of human bodies, transphobia/misia, TERF/radfem mention, self-love mention, brief mentions of queerphobia/misia, homophobia/misia, periods… etc. Dear society, Why do you always attempt to make me detest myself as a man? Why do you always try to add onto a lot of cisnormative bullshit about how men are ‘supposed’…

Autism And Gender

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Personal Letter: I’m not ‘her’ anymore — A man’s reflection of who I am
Personal Letter: I’m not ‘her’ anymore — A man’s reflection of who I am
Autism And Gender

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ArtfullyAutistic

·Apr 9

Struggling with a shitload of internalised transphobia and dysphoria while on your period — From an Autistic Trans Guy’s experience

TWs: discussion of human genitalia, periods, wanting to die sometimes, blood, weapons mention, etc. A/N: When I was reflecting and revising on the rough draft for this article, there was a realisation that is still changing inside me and my overactive mind, such as the fact that me having periods…

Autism And Periods

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Struggling with a shitload of internalised transphobia and dysphoria while on your period — From…
Struggling with a shitload of internalised transphobia and dysphoria while on your period — From…
Autism And Periods

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ArtfullyAutistic

·Mar 9

Being Inside your own head: Overthinking about your own flaws actually fucking hurt — Through the Perspective of an Autistic Trans Man’s eyes

TW: brief mention of wanting to die by sleep deprivation, isolation, and caffeine A/N: Yeah, I am back at it again with my own bullshit I need to air out, and with shit I still need to keep confronting because sometimes I cannot trust myself and my emotions with other…

Autism And Gender

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Being Inside your own head: Overthinking about your own flaws actually fucking hurt — Through the…
Being Inside your own head: Overthinking about your own flaws actually fucking hurt — Through the…
Autism And Gender

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ArtfullyAutistic

·Feb 25

Flesh Vessel — A memoir about what Dysphoria feels like as an Autistic trans man

TWs: mentions of chest dysphoria, mentions of hair dysphoria, and mentions of self-misgendering, etc. My Flesh Vessel A vessel I have been born into… why must it feel so tiring to even live in it? Why does it feel like some Higher Power fucked up so badly on making my…

Autism And Gender

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Flesh Vessel — A memoir about what Dysphoria feels like as an Autistic trans man
Flesh Vessel — A memoir about what Dysphoria feels like as an Autistic trans man
Autism And Gender

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ArtfullyAutistic

·Feb 19

Why unlearning Internalised Bigotries have their challenges

TWs: internalised transmisia, transandromisia, fascism mention, internalised racism towards myself and others, fascism of radfems and TERFs, etc. Hello once again, I’m just writing this because it’s vital for people to know while continuing to fight any internalised bigotry(ies) they have inside their heads. So… Gentlefolks and all who yonder……

Personal Vent

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Why unlearning Internalised Bigotries have their challenges
Why unlearning Internalised Bigotries have their challenges
Personal Vent

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